just came back from Di's house. DI'S BACK! YAY! haha. anyways, we went to di's house and they were telling us about their trip to New Zealand and showing us pictures they took. and omg from the way they tell it i'm so tempted to go there! it sounds like real fun. they did water rafting okay! they actually dropped down from a waterfall about 7m long. how cool is that? and and they went in caves! and and oh oh THEY DID BUNGEE JUMPING! omg i'm super jealous la. i saw the pics and they were like totally awesome! haha.

i miss hockey ): and i'm sooo glad that i'll going for trng on monday or i can just die. but too bad it's from 2-4pm so the weather's gonna be pretty hot.

i'm going to KL and Genting on tues. so thank god i can go for at least ONE trng before i go. even though i'll bemissing one or two trngs. yeah. omg it's like so fast alr la. oh how time fly by so fast. the year's gonna end real soooon.

i'm sick ): i have a terrible cold and a bad sore throat. sigh.you know, there's just no time to do my homework. i'm always busy either moving house or going out with my fam or going for trngs. and with school starting soon, i gotta do sth. seriously.

ok. my mum's beginning to act weird. because she's suddenly sooo nice to me, wanting to buy for me this and that. call me weird but i think it's weird. haha. but anyways, it's also good cause she buys alot of things for me. i just find it weird.


i don't know why but i'm suddenly thinking back. flashes of you suddenly came back in my head even though i've long promised myself that i'll forget you. how did we get so screwed up? how did our friendship get so screwed up?! we were great friends before.. before i did the biggest mistake i could do. it was better off without you knowing. i'm filled with regrets. oh how i wish i could turn back time and undo what i did. i just want things to be normal as it used to. i want our friendship to be as how it used to. i just hope things will change. hopefully.

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